Nevermind. I’m stronger than that.
I can’t keep letting you win, its been way too long. I can’t keep caring for you, because you don’t for me anymore. I can’t let you into my head, because once you’re there my mind goes haywire. I can’t be held back any longer, because greater things are yet to come. I am going to get through this. I am stronger than this. It’s been almost a year already and the progression is slow and painful, but worth it right? It’s worth all the tears and heartache and not talking and pretending like we’re strangers and ignored glances at each other and those “my stomach hurts because its too much to take” feelings that I go through. It’s all worth it because one day, one day I’ll be quite alright without you. I’ll look at you and feel nothing, not because I’m numb of the situation, but because I’m finally over you.
(Source: leirdo)
